How it feels to be awakened by God

You fill my mind with thoughts of the future, dreams and vision of the greatness I possess, My heart races with excitement, yet aches in frustration because it has yet to come to pass. Slowly, my desires are aligning with yours, give me the capacity to fulfill each one with a humbled heart, the strength… Continue reading How it feels to be awakened by God

Let’s talk about the abuse

Let’s talk about Abuse, so what is it? Google defines it this way: 1. Treat with cruelty or violence, especially regularly or repeatedly. 2. Use or treat in such a way as to cause damage or harm. 3. Speak to (someone) in an insulting and offensive way. 4. Cruel and violent treatment of a person… Continue reading Let’s talk about the abuse

My 17th year in remission from Abuse

Today marks the 29th year I’ve been unleashed into this world, I had a wonderful day, truly blessed, but why can’t I get to sleep? Recently, so many questions have bombarded my mind, like why am I even in this job? Why am I procrastinating? Will I ever do anything of value? Will I be… Continue reading My 17th year in remission from Abuse

Dear Future Husband – Have I found you?

Letter #4 I just realised, it’s been 6 months since I’ve written to you or Hadassah. I know it seems like I’ve been slack, but… yes, actually I’ve been slack. There’s alot I need to fill you in on. Roughly a month and a half after my last letter, God started to put things in… Continue reading Dear Future Husband – Have I found you?

Dear future husband – I have no hope in you

Letter #3  Dear future husband, Looks like another night of crying from the dilemma of desiring companionship, yet completely satisfied with being in this current pain because I feel like its protecting me from getting hurt again… Then the thought of feeling completely hopeless when it comes to you just overwhelms me to tears… Cos… Continue reading Dear future husband – I have no hope in you

Dear Future Husband -I’m just too scared.

Letter #2 It’s been a crazy weekend… Moving houses, back and forth… and today turned out to be an 11 hour work day for me. Get back to the new place and it’s surprisingly peaceful as opposed to all the other times I’ve moved and have felt like it’s a long process trying to get… Continue reading Dear Future Husband -I’m just too scared.

Dear future husband – Wherever you are…

Letter #1 Dear Future Husband, I had previously written plenty of letters to you, but I have had to scrap them… but I think after everything that God had spoken to me about during this woman’s conference, I will finally take up the courage to start writing. To be honest, I’ve been so burned from